An answer to myself

Whats so dark and whats so deep?
Whats so important in that ego you keep
I lighten the darkness and i make a dive
into the ocean to see whats alive
I take out the pearls
when I am looking for fish
I never get what I want
though how much I wish
And I may get something much more worth
I may get the sky when I want the earth
Why do they always fail me?
Why do the dark always trail me?
Like shadow occurs in the light
All seven colors are there in the white
Like a fall is there on every height
similarly wrong always accompanies the right
We never get anything absolute
Dark will always follow us
Life doesnt exist in white and black
There are always the shades
The gloom may decide our track
but with righteousness the dark fades
So there is always fear in the strong
Deep inside it may belong
There is always sadness in the cheery
because even smiling makes you weary
and there is always wrong in the right
but dont allow it to get too bright
because we are living
and there is no harm in giving
because we are dying
so there is no advantage in lying
so shut the devil inside you
then do whatever you want to do

This is a reply to myself on my last post in which I asked for help. Though I got a bit realistic this time but I haven't yet stopped looking for the way out of reality.......