Monday, January 3, 2011

Giving vent to the darkness inside me

It happened the way I never wanted it
but where did my smile go?
and how I feel without it
I just cant show
few days back I was thinking
why dont I ever feel sad
and today I got the answer
because I was waiting for something too bad
but then why does it feel so
when what happened
I have been going through it for some time
I miss smiling the most
and today I dont care if this doesnt rhyme
did I lose something?
did I miss something?
Those who dont know me will worry
those who do shall know
that I only ever need to give vent
to what i feel
because I always hide what I actually mean
behind this smile's veil
and now since I have lost it
though I know it would come back by the morning
I use it as a chance to let it out
and now you should not have any doubt
that I shall be fine
because sorrow and i are always separated
by a very distinct line
so guys dont worry
if today I am not angry but sad
because faking the smile
could have made me mad
but now for the first time i know
the meaning of the title
why I call writing as the way out of reality
because it provides me with an alternate
where bright is always my fate
and where I am always strong
in that wonderful world we all belong

No comments:

Post a Comment